Been here all along!

Hello, it's been awhile since I last log in into blogger to update.

    Everything has been going well! In fact VERY WELL! <3 Holidays are coming to an end soon, Been working for my Aunt since holiday started and now it's my free time, been meeting my babyboy very often too! HEHE and and we FINALLY got a pair of couple ring! OOOOHHH I LOVE IT! hehe! he loves it too! we been doing alot during our meets let's just say it's a BOMB! haha Christmas day was kinda boring cos we didnt go out to enjoy the Christmas spirit but we enjoyed each other company(: 

   We have been very close, and I hope we will continue to be. Second year of ITE is starting soon. HAIS! After tht baby is heading in to the army): SAD TTM!!! </3 my poor baby is gonna suffer inside!): Oh God pls bless him! Baby, all the best! I'll be waiting and counting the days to meet ue agn! Have to lose weight before he enters the army, thts his wish. I will do it cos i want to be slim too(: 

  My New Year resolutions are, LOSE WEIGHT before he enters for army and to STOP BUYING THINGS I WANT! I will try to complete these 2 resolutions before end of 2013! <# JYJY! <3

Next year I'll be 18 le! SO FAST! It feels like ytd I was the only child haha, another 3-5 years gonna marry le so fast I'm gonna stay on my own le, HOPING to stay and last long with baby :D hehe! He is the one! I wanna grab hold of him and make him mine, I wanna steal his last name(: hehe BABY, I LOVE YOU! Let's work hard and last together! 

Today is 28Dec2012 2plus in the morning alone in dining room blogging and youtubing! Hais cnt slp. Watching some LUSH hauls haha I wanna change my bath and shampoo to LUSH products, wanna try different items. Heard their bath bombs and bath bars are cool and fun. Gonna try some soon(: maybe later i will head down to LUSH to check some out, but on a budget))): SAD!

Okays then, will end off here. Nights peeps <3 :D 

Loving U babyboy! <3

In Wonderland! <3

What A Day(:

Hey,
        Sorry I didn't blog yesterday, I didn't even have the energy to stay up.
When I reached home, I straight went to wash up and then lay in bed. Yesterday reached home late, almost 12am.
        In the afternoon, hehe I went to my boyfriend place! OH HOW I missed him! We pei-ed each other then after that I slept for 45mins on his bed, and he played maple. When I woke up he was still playing! EEE maple steal my boyfriend! I don't like maple! I didn't spent much time with him yesterday, but overall I happy to see him smile(:
       After leaving his place I went to meet 2girls for trade, I got 3new clothes and today I've received my feather headband! Hehe I like it so much! I'm waiting for my DreamHigh stud-spike hairband and my Lips crop top! I looking for ballet flats for school use, and maybe black contact lens, now that i got the blue one, haha I don't even dare to wear! hmmm... I want to get shoes and clothes! But going no cash le):
       My baby wants a Baggu bag. I want to get it for him, but it's really ex, so I'll slowly save and get one Red Duckbag for him(: 
       I'm so happy today! (:




xoxo~Stephanie

A Beautiful Dream!

It's Only A Dream

Hey,

        It's 9plus at night, gonna sleep early today, very tired! 

Tomorrow it's Friday, a short day but also that one day I can smile and be happy(:

Every Friday I'll only see my boyfriend, cause we have school at different places and end different timing everyday. It's hard but we still made it work(: Honestly, I miss him everyday, but I can't do much cause i'm not allowed to stay out late. But I'm happy we get to see each other(: Anyway gonna log of my stuff now, and lay in bed and watch 2-3 episodes of Hello, My Sweetheart now. That drama is freaking nice, every sad part I'll auto tear(': It's a sweet romantic and funny show. Kays then, I'll head to bed now, nights peeps! (: 

~xoxo Stephanie(:

Missing you baby~

Missing You Isn't Nice):

Hey there,
                After today's run, I feel so awake(: hehe
I ran so fast, that my legs are tired. I ran fast today cause I kept thinking kept tearing. I don't know why I feel alone, like in a dark place just finding a pothole. I feel scared, afraid that after tonight, will everything be fine? Or maybe not): hais...
Tomorrow is Friday, it's suppose to be our meeting day): so r we meeting? ): I miss you bi! Please reply me):




xoxo~Stephanie(:

Missing you isn't good after all! ):

Can't Forget That SAD Moment!

Hey, 

        I just wanna say, sometimes I'm angry not because you did something wrong, is just that I'm jealous.

People gets jealous rite? Those are human feelings, I know, but when it comes to your ex, I can't close one eye and say everything is okay. Cause actually it's not, in 2011 before your birthday she asked you out, you even have the cheek to SMS me and say, she asked you out. I was like WOW even this can make me so mad! I was so angry, but I went along with it. When she talk to you, do you feel comfortable? Happy? Wad?! And on your birthday, you said maybe the feelings came back. I cried, you saw me cried my heart out, I was so hurt! SO HURT! It's like you drew a stake into my heart! I can't believe it, really how I wished I died on the spot! It was horrible. 

Few days later you say you want to revenge on her, by loving her once again! Did you even think through? 

Was that fair to me? Was I even happy? I cried days and nights! Did you even care? 

You still can say, if I come back to you, will you take me back, that moment I was burning with anger!

You can even say, I won't kiss her on her lips! Wa! You said it, it's like you want me to believe you, but what if I did and you didn't even come back, I will be so stupid to wait? You treat me like a fool. I can't believe it, that you want to go back to her! HA! But I didn't let you go, cause I was afraid you dump me for her. I believe you, but there are possibilities that you and her can be one again. That night, I was sad, you can even scold me, and say I can't do what I want. If that's what you really want, then why didn't you break up with me? I don't know, I was so confuse then, I was a afraid! You mean a lot to me, and suddenly letting you go... go back to your ex?! I just can't! I'm sorry. 

xoxo~Stephanie(:

Sadness filled my heart)':